Too soon the night

Too
soon came the night, with its hollow emptiness

I glance up at the stars and become one of the million unknowns

Falling through time and space with no purpose or direction

The darkness seems to have no corners to hide behind

So I wonder aimlessly, waiting for the day to take me to the next point in my worthless life.

Should I end it now? Is there a body; is there a soul that gives a dam?

She had played with me as if I were toy at the mercy of a playful kitten

Should I break free or is there still a hope, dam I know the answer, I have told myself

Many times but still she seems to have this power to control me.

Why should it be me that hurts? I have decided it is her that should be dealt with